Tuesday, April 1, 2014

What We Call Our Numbered Days

My days are numbered - this I believe
My ways are foolish, don't know when,
   when do I concede?
Will I pursue, lose my sight
   yet gain the light?
Or shall I not bend, 
   stick with my proclaimed might?

I press on.. believing my own right
Knowing that I,
   I will always win my fights
Yet tell me this, 
   tell me one thing right
Is there joy in fighting and winning,
   in battling yourself is there delight?

Eventually one falters - like a baby,
   all just wants rest
A fight won and lost to oneself, things
   may just be better, never best
'Cause in the end we all want 
   to be just cradled in a nest
Truly, our days our numbered; not knowing
   we might be on our crest

I break down and bend
   and yes - I lose my gaze
Lost my will and might,
   saw it set ablaze
Yet the day grow bright
   and my God calls my name
The God of the universe just
   awaits my face

I say "My God, I have nothing but shame,
   these bones are dry..."
"Daughter.." he says, "By sin and shame
   do not be dazed,
have I not told you yet 
   of my unending grace?
All mountains may crumble,
   seas may go dry
All the earth may not see
   the sun shine its light

the birds may forget
   the tunes of their melody
and the flower's bloom may be lost
   in a memory.
But My child, never, never will my
   love forget to embrace
never will my pow'r forget, as my
   infinite mercy forever saves"

"My Father, take me back - this is
   all I my cry..."
"It is done, My Child,"
   'twas His reply
Oh my days, they truly, truly
   are numbered
But with my Lord, my God, it's
   a forever... we remember.

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